SERIES INTRO - 7 MARCH 2022

Every time I watch a new show the lead character always wants to be what they want to be But no one ever wishes to just do nothing and live a life of poverty and misery. Everyone wants to be the "IT" girl or boy. I want to be that too.

In 2021, I was exercising, working, studying, learning a new language, playing guitar, and having an amazing relationship with friends and family. well, at least till July.

But 2022 just got worse. My Dad's cancer relapsed had a major friendship breakup and well I need to move to a new city soon even though I really REALLY don't want to. Basically, My life is a mess. Somedays, I find it incredibly tough to even wake up and eat. 

But I don't want it to be that way anymore. I want to go back to my productive self who felt that there's nothing in life that can scare me because my name itself is "Hope" and so I'll overcome it. Things that make me sad still exist and I have to find my happiness and strength in it. And I will! 

This series is to help me be more accountable, to gain insight on how I can be better and a safe space for others who are struggling like me.