1 March 2022 - The day I leave my miserable self behind

 I am pathetic. I really am. It's really sad about it. I literally have no knowledge about anything. work, relationships anything. I am worried about a lot of things but I am not doing anything about it. Maybe it's because I don't have a plan. I guess I gotta get started with my thorough plan. I'll go through my goal list and write down in detail my plan. 

1. Happy and Healthy family : I have decided to spare min. 15 mins by clock to see what I can do for one of them. Along with everyday mandatory list. It will include helping out mom, to setting up some time for dad , helping apurv with his college application to leo's reel.

2. Find a job in Noida/Delhi : After my talk with Vamsi , I am sure I am going to find a job here in Noida/Delhi. But I am also sure that I am gonna continue studying, even when I am done with job search. Right now I'll focus on what will help me get a better job in data science and then I'll work on react and then business. Basically never stop learning. Even if I get a job, I am going to make it a habit to learn every single day. So yeah, min. 1 hr everyday.

3. Complete 100 Acro move challenge: All I can do is practice. Since, I am kinda busy enough to able to join gymnatics class and I have definetly lost my stamina and flexbility so I guess I am work on reaching the right level of stamina and flexibility meanwhile. whatever happens, doing my workout only depends on me. So I will follow a proper routine 6 days. It will be better for my overall development as well.

4. Learn Driving : I am gonna start driving. I am kinda procastinating it. I could've talked to instructor by now. But in all honesty, I am procastinating other things that are way too important and has higher priority. But yeah, weekends are for driving. Bike, scooty anything. Weekends: Driving

5. Learn full-fledged cooking: I suck at cooking. Whenevr mom dad aren't home , I find it really hard to cook and well literally sustain. SO yeah, Every weekend, I'll cook at least 2 meals. Because cooking is a skill that everyone should know.

6. Learn French: Weekends. honestly, I kinda enjoy learning it but I have my plate full with tasks with higher priority but I can spare 15 mins Duolingo and 1 hr on weekends.

7. Improve social skills: With all the betrayals and things I've been through I have realized that I ahve become socially awkward. I am not shy but I can pass for a weirdo or maybe too shy. I gotta learn how to conduct myself properly. It isn't really a priority but I guess I can start by reading books that improves personality and all. So yeah, 15 mins time on weekends.

Now I am gonna list down goals that are in progress or not really a priority as of now.

8. HPV Vaccination: total 3 doses and I am done with 1. Next dose in 26th April. And then in October. So yeah, just gotta go take my shot on 26th.

9. Save 3,00,000 Rs. 

10. Learn web development/app development

11. start modelling/acting

12. make a bombass insta comeback

Goals:

1.Happy and Healthy family

2. Find a job in Noida/Delhi 

 3. Complete 100 Acro move challenge

4.  Learn Driving

5. Learn full-fledged cooking

6. Learn French

7. Improve social skills

HPV Vaccination

9. Save 3,00,000 Rs. 

10. Learn web development/app development

11. start modelling/acting

12. make a bombass insta comeback

I am gonna post daily and montly updates just the way I used to do. And every year I get better and make some progress. Hopefully, I'll reach my goals this year.