2021 GOAL REVISION

1. Be in top 20% best employee of my company: I missed it. I didn't made it. I honestly don't know hat would I could do to be in top 100% but maybe I should've been more proactive. But I finished an entire project on my own (with obvious help from Rajat and Team). Things that I feel maybe I could do:

• Be in touch with my manager who'll review me and be on his good side
• Finish things within timeline

 I don't know what else I could do. This is kinda on luck as well.

Change : I will study Tech regularly. I will work for exactly 9 hrs with an hour long break.

2. 100 Acro dance challenge: Had I started Gymnastics classes before along with my workouts. I would've completed this. there are some things that I really can't try at home. Since covid is back and I need to build my strengths. I'll join gym again as soon as covid cases makes small and I gain some strength.

• Make conditioning plan
• Practice 3-4 elements
• start gym alomg with home workouts

3. Be there for my family and friends: I guess I have made a good progress here. I have good relations with my friends and I guess my family too. Sadly we may go through the same thing we went through in 2020. Which would be really unfair because all I literally asked from god when we visited Mathura was to continue to keep my family healthy and safe. I hope my dad's pet scan results are fine. Nothing serious please. My parents are really sad. I don't know how to help. Things I wish I can do :

• Communicate more
• React less
• Listen more
• Use less phone/be more present
• Do more house chores

4. Ace guitar: I completed 70% of the book. I would've completed the remaining had I been more consistent. But the thing is I lost the purpose. Earlier I was gonna pursue it till I am here and then I ended up staying for a year. I am definitely not that interested in pursuing it as a career and I can always pick it as hobby later. For now, I am gonna keep it on hold and focus on other goals.

 

5. Ace english: I completed the books I still feel like my english grammer sucks. I gotta read and read in order to improve now. So I am gonna make reading a habit that also helps me to sleep on time. So like shooting two targets with a single arrow.

Change : Read everyday.

6. Ace french: I did make some progress with raeding and understanding and cleared a lot of my concepts. But I am gonna take it very seriously since Ishaan's marks depends on me. I want him to score well in French. And now that so many people know french and They know that I know the language so I'll be walking on eggshells. I gotta be regular with it and fix a timing. 

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7. Dance 24 choreos: I did 

1. Lovesick Girl - Blackpink
2. I can't stop me -Twice
3. Wannabe - Itzy
4. Dalla Dalla -Itzy
5. How you like that - Blackpink
6. Not shy -Itzy
7. More & More - Twice
8. After School -Weeekly
9. Mafia in the morning - Itzy
10. God's menu - Stray Kids(incomplete)

Something similar happened with this as what happened with Guitar. I lost it's purpose. I guess I am good enough to present it and basically pass the Bollywood level and not look awkward. I love dancing but I got really busy with office and there are other things that I need to focus on more. So this year, I guess I'll keep it till the warmup thing like 30 mins dance be it following youtube video or learning a choreo.

8. Join a theatre : I never moved to Banglore and hence wasn't stabilized in my job. I did it so I could focus on Acting. something that gymnastics did for me. I did find a good workshop but covid and Dad's health happened. That deal was good but I don't know if I can take it. But I guess I'll setup a routine that will involve warm ups, reading books with emoting and reading books on acting. But yeah set up a routine.

9. Buy Microwave oven : I actually did finish it. I bought it in Feb with my first ever salary.

10. Buy washing machine : Mom and Dad didn't let me. Also I didn't insisted enough with my 1L bonus gone and with my expenditures and salary , I decided to keep it on hold for now. But I'll try to buy it for them but not gonna make any such resolution.

11. Buy laptop : I didn't buy any laptop. I don't if I will this year. Let's seee.

12. Cell phone for dad : Dad bought one for himself. I did say that I would buy one for him but he was being an ass to me so I let him be.

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13. Cell phone for myself : same as Laptop

14. Good camera : same as Laptop

I was consistent with my Goals till June-July. and then I lost it. But I am glad I managed to make it till 6 months. I donated my hair. I made so many Leo's videos. I made my bonds with my friends and family stronger.  I finished my 1 year in Musigma. I started Gymnastics class. I may have not achieved my goals but definwtly know what I was doing wrong at least.

I still am not in a really fresh mood due to Dad's health and everything but I do hope that Things get better and I stay consistent and reach somewhere with my resolutions.