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Just I sat wondering how exactly to restart, My Family gave me the best idea. I have decided to move to Rishikesh. I hate living in this house. I don't feel that I have a family. Dad would have beaten the shit Out of me. My brother is usually the one getting me dragged into the situation. And my mom, she thinks I am crazy and that doesn't even listen to my side of story without bias. So yeah, I don't have home. 

I have decided to move because I don't think I have anything to stay back for. They don't need me. And no one really like me. Everyone has some reason, you know something that I hold because of which they tolerate me. As soon as I no longer hold it, they won't even give a fuck. So yeah, it's kind of a bold move but I need to. I know it has a lot of risk and a lot of things can go wrong but I'll be too relieved to grieve. 

Reason I chose Rishikesh is because it's not that expensive as other city and well no one could really guess I am there. And I really want to cut off from my friends and family and start fresh. Even if it's difficult. I don't know yet how it's gonna happen but I will make it happen