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Updating today Because I completely forgot to do it yesterday. I was really anxious the whole day and still didn't do anything. I hate when I get anxious, not only do I feel uneasy the whole day but I also can't have a productive day at all. 

I saw a really cute but sad dream😂. I saw me and Vernon hanging out and he has a crush on me and then we started kissing and he likes me to a point of even considering marriage. Sad thing is I don't even remember how it feels to be kissed, so kissing with him was really horrible. I don't even remember how to kiss. So I followed the guide and tried kissing him the way I know and then I realize he has really thin lips and he is licking my face, like that's how sloppy his kiss was. My mouth was really wet because of all the kissing 😂

It was a morning dream so I do wish it to come true, except the sloppy kiss part.