190/365

Yesterday was kinda mehh. I was motivated and thought that I could do everything. But then I had 4 hour long continuous meetings. And then I got distracted by that mahwa. Not really proud of it but I can totally understand why I did what I did. Honestly now I have 88 hours long things do to till Monday EOD. And I have shit load of work to complete office wise. It's feels like taking loan. You invest in something and you lose shit load of money. Then you work to repay the loan+interest but you have necessary expenses that needs to be made. Then you don't earn enough to even meet those expenses, so you again borrow money to meet it. It's like a viscious chain. But yeah if I work hard like really push myself beyond my limits and try to at least complete pay for all the expenses. Maybe that way at least I won't be rolling down the hill, if not moving up.