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Today was a very Tiring day. Mom ruined my whole damnn day. I tried to get back to my school but for some reason I couldn't get right back. So I slept and woke up at 12. And wasn't able to do Saraswati Pooja. I don't mean to disrespect but I really wanted to show my gratitude towards God. So that made me even more angry. In order to veht my anger I smashed a cup and pretended that it slipped. But my anger still didn't went away. So I decided to just push myself. So I got up took bath, ate breakfast and started with clicking Leo's picture. It turned out wayyyy horibble but I posted it anyway. That page is basically for sharing cute things of Leo so yeah I did that. I lazed out for some more time  and then again pushed myself into practicing Guitar. Once I was done with it, I practiced Duolingo for 30 mins and again had a fight with mom. Where I realized, that I won't have any say in my parent's will because apparently that's not our "culture". I was shocked beyond measures not that I am greedy for their money but the reason... Ughhh. I realized one thing that no matter what I do I can never be a Son to them. Today she made me realize that there is indeed a difference between me and my brother. And whenever they talk about equality..... It's just for the show. This literally broke my heart. And I decided to never come back once I leave. And treat them the way any person would treat a guardian and not a parent or in other words, Give just the amount of love that you receive instead of being Selfless. I also realized that I can't be depended on anyone. I have decided to learn at least 2 thing every week towards independence. It can be something like paying bills, cooking or anything that makes me strong. I hope tomorrow turns out better than today. 

1. Be in top 20% best employee of my company

2. 100 Acro dance challenge

3. Be there for my family and friends

4. Ace guitar

5. Ace english

6. Ace french

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7. Dance 23/24 choreos

8. Buy washing machine

9. Buy laptop

10. Join a theatre

11. Cell phone for dad

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12. Cell phone for myself

13. Good camera

14. Save ₹1, 00,000

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 1. Buy Microwave oven