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WEEKENDS= REST DAY

This weekend I catched up with Shrija turns out her office is pretty busy. Practiced little guitar but nothing further. I really really don't do anything. Oh yes, I cooked red sauce pasta which surprisingly wasn't that bad. I guess I have improved. Also I don't know why I again felt like a loser like I wanted to do more and more and move closer suddenly. But I know I always end up loosing my calm by rushing and evaluating myself at every step . Because All these usually ends up with me not doing anything at all for a lot and lot of daus. So yeah, when it happened again I stopped everything and relaxed. 

I have to work harder towards my goals now. I have been working towards it and now that I think I am consistent, I feel I can push myself a little. 

So finally tomorrow I am definitely waking up early, and will do the splits workout (40 mins one). Honestly, the main point is doing it so even I manage to do only front split tomorrow it still works. But because I have decided to push myself out of my comfort zone so I'll try to do it. 

I know now for sure that I'll have to do a lot of studying for a while. So I'll have to direct my energy towards that. That is why I have decided to Leave SAS for now. And start with courses that I know I'll have to do for sure

May I have a good fulfilling week🔥🌸