21/90

I didn't waste today. So yeah I feel better than yesterday. I feel I could do better. Had I been more organized and wasted less time convincing myself to do it. I would have done better. But yeah today was kinda crazy no doubt. And I guess This is gonna continue till all the festivals are over. 

Honestly, Ever since I've come in term with the fact that Maybe Musigma is my last option, the fire within me has kinda died. My faith is lowly diminishing. I want to see a miracle. 

Me finding a 6LPA job in Noida that teaches me good technology before December is a miracle. 

I still have faith. I still feel whatever happens will happen for the good. But this thing, I think it's the best for me and my family. So yeah, it's not like I am gonna lose my faith entirely but a miracle will surely deepan my faith way beyond any measures. 

I hope today is a lot more productice