SELF CONTROL STRUGGLE UGHHHHH

 Unlike other girls ,I can easily control what I eat but There are lot of other things in life which I am not able to control at all. And this results in Lack of will power and hence productivity and now it has aggravated to laziness and procastination. I really need help. Everyday I decide to be productive, I prepare a to-do list but I fail every single day. Problem with me is that once something doesn't happen the way I want , I spiral out. 

Lately, My sleeping routine is sooooo bad. I can't sleep early and hence can't wake up early either.

If I wakeup early then I am usually sleepy the whole day and mostly end up sleeping in the afternoon. 

I tried not to use my phone before bed but even without using my phone I end up sleeping 2 hours later. 

I guess I need help with it. But god will help you, If you help yourself. so yeah, since tommorow is an important day I'll be waking up early. (obviously) I'll at least wake up at 9.

But yeah I will have self control tommorow. I will do my best and have a good happy successful day tommorow.

1. wake up at 9 or early

2. 10-12 exam

3. 12-1 get ready

4. 1-2 chanting+gongyo

5. 2-3 CV making and application

6. 3-5 Study

7. 5-6 splits+backbend

8. 6-7 pasta cooking+ leo post

9. 7-9 study

10. 9-10 chanting

11. 10-11:30 break

15. 11:30... study